It was my birthday yesturday, the first birthday i have had without my dad in my whole life. Since he passed away i've kinda fallen behind in life, depressed most of the time.
My dear cousin did her best to cheer me up but i'm afraid it only helped for that day. She took me to Thrope Park, god its a long drive but i had a bit of fun.
Currently at work wishing i was somewhere else, really depressed.